April 22, 2010

Otayy... So I've fixed my blog... kind of. I still haven't fixed the navigation yet, but I've put the stuff in order.

There's the gallery where you can see some pictures and videos I've put in some of my posts, and there's the Sfidato corner where you can find our logo, batch song, and batch song lyrics.

So yea, basically that's it. :D

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Welcome to my blog, Chinky Imperfections. First of all, this blog skin was completely created by me, Chinky Loy. :D

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The Challenged - Sfidato
Sfidato's batch song. [: We sang it for Handog, Graduation, and Red Carpet. ^^ This was recorded during graduation though. [: I made this video for my batchmates coz I'm gonna miss them more than anyone could miss anybody. [: So yea. [: Clicky here to watch the ivdeo on YouTube. [:

Okay! Last week, was... a bad one. Several of my beloved batchmates were terminated. Which made a lot of people cry. It was also weird how two different people can make the same thing happen on the same event but different times. Don't mind me explaining but here's how it is:

It was Red Carpet when I was first year and my angel was leaving. I gave her the huge teddy bear i bought her and the insanely long letter i wrote along with a bouquet of carnations. [i thought roses were overused.]

She hugged me and gave me her huge ear-to-ear smile and said:

Mng. Joy: Thanks, Soul! I'll miss you!
Me: I'll miss you too. [=
Mng. Joy: Soul, I have to go. Namamadali kami eh. Sorry, see you around nalang this summer.
Me: Okay. Bye.
Mng. Joy: Bye, Soul.

then she hugged me. This is the annoying part, i wanted to cry... in front of her... so she'd see that i was actually going to miss her. But no... She went out that door and i just stared. Wait for it... wait for it... there! I cried... like 30 seconds after she left. Arcel and Justin were standing right next to me, panicking, not knowing what to do. I wanted to cry on one of them, but well, tehy used to be shorter than me. Hahah! kidding.. they were shorter than me, but i didn't want to be a bother to them. So i cried on my sister when she arrived.

And next.. This year's Red Carpet. This is what happened:

Claire took a picture of me and... Justin. Which i didn't look good in.. hahah xD

Then a few minutes after that, he was leaving.. and this is how it went:

Chinky: Twinkle! he's leaving! no! he's leaving!
Twinkle: You should go talk to him! Hold on, we'll get him for you.

Then twinkle and Rovie went after him and they talked for a really short matter of time.. ten feet away from me. Next thing I know they were looking at me... then they were walking towards me. I tried to stall by taking pictures with other people. Buuuut... it didn't work.

Twinkle: He's here! Go talk to him, you'll regret it.
Rovie: Namamadali daw siya... go na!
Me: No... nevermind na... I don't want to talk to him.
Twinkle: Chinky! Go! Hurry! he's turning around! he's leaving!

Then.. he did turn around.. He did leave.. Without even coming near me.. I think.. I wouldn't know.. I was facing away from him.. But next thing I know, when I looked, he left and tears came.

It's so unfair how i can't show these people my crying face. I even felt stupid crying for no reason at all.

Another thing was unfair... Twinkle, Claire and Rovie and I, all promised that we'd take pictures with EVERYONE. Which means including the people we liked. I took a picture with Cabz, Claire took a picture with the camera guy, Jason, and Twinkle... well, the guy she likes wasn't there. Which left out Rovie... Let's call the guy she likes... umm... Guitar... since he plays the guitar.. hahah! anywayss... she was 4 feet away from "Guitar" which gave her the chance to take a picture with him. But no! She was too shy... i'm gonna kill Rovie when we get back to school. Hahah!

Anywayss... that's not all that happened that week. On March 27, my grandmother died. Earlier on, she got a stroke and apparently, something happened in her brain. But they told us she was gonna be fine, which gave me no reason to worry at all. Although later on, they said she only had less than 5% chance to make it.. Which made me worry... a lot.

Then the day after Red Carpet we got the news. My dad told us she'd died. It wasn't fair ]= she was only 69 years old, she was about to turn 70 soon, but she passed away before she got the chance. 69 is still young, my great grandfather is turning 90 and he's still alive and kicking. She was even my favorite grandma. My other grandma just gets into our nerves sometimes. But don't get me wrong, I love them both. :D

Anyway, the funeral was on March 31. Mostly old people were there, which made me feel weird. But at least I was there with my 3 siblings, one cousin and... Paul (hahah! It's weird that we're related, i don't see it myself. :p), his sister, Mng. Camille, and Carina. (his Girlfriend.)

However, this made me realize that now that my aunt, cousin and grandfather are living without my grandmother, i should visit them more often, especially since my grandfather looked like he wasn't going to be able to do anything without her. I'm gonna give them gifts on their birthdays and Christmas every year now. I've missed a lot, so probably every time i visit them, I'm gonna bring along something nice for them, maybe some food... or something... i don't know yet.. hahah [= but i'll visit them at least once a month and bring them stuff. So every time i tell them i'm visiting, they should know there's something awesome coming their way. :D