Monday, May 5, 2008
Imperfectionist's Dreams ♫ 10:18 AM
My dreams, you ask? Well, first of all my ambition is to be an actress and/or a bestselling author. Actress meaning going to movie premieres, starring in a great movie, meeting other celebrities and all that awesome stuff.
Second, I want to have at least one of my stories published and loved by readers worldwide. It may sound impossible, but I've been dreaming of that since I started writing when I was 9. Then I started publishing my stories on the internet [FanFiction and FictionPress] when I was 11 then introduced fan fiction it to my friends when I was 12. But I keep thinking 'internet isn't enough' so I've been wanting to publish my stories as a book.
Third, my dream place. Well, since I love anime, Japanese music and Japanese food a lot, and most of the video games I've played were by Japanese, my dream place ever since I was 6 years old has been Japan. I've heard their music, I've seen the place and beautiful sights in pictures, I've played games, I've seen their work of art, now the only thing left is to see the place where those all came from, I want to go there and see everything in person.
My other dream place, of course is Los Angeles California. One reason is because Hollywood is there, but hey, that's not all. I want to see my mom again. She and my dad separated when I was 9. [Not divorced, since I think it's not allowed in the Philippines and it's also not allowed in our religion.] My little sister and I lived with my mom since then, while my older sister and brother lived with our dad. Then the time came, when I was 11, my mom decided to go to the States to work, but couldn't afford to take us kids with her, so we had to be left here in the Philippines with our dad. Well, I'll tell you more about that story later on.
Moving on. Fourth of all, my future. Yes, I dream of my future too. IF I don't become an actress, I plan to live in a beautiful apartment. Just me. I don't want to get married, yet I want to have at least one child. I want to adopt, then again no, since it'll be painful for the child's part. So maybe I'll put having a kid aside first. Well, where was I? Beautiful apartment all alone. I want to have a good job. Good enough for me to get a high enough salary to be able to pay my bills and all. Funny huh? Me, planning my future when I'm only 14 years old. Haha! I find it hard to believe that I think of these things so often. [=
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