Sunday, May 4, 2008
exPrincess Chinky ♫ 10:31 AM
Okay, I'm not much of a "blogger person", but my best friend told me it was fun and all, so I decided to try it out.
So during freshmen year, there was this guy that I liked. Well, my best friend liked him too. Then I found out he liked me back. I wanted to tell my best friend since, well, she's my best friend. But I decided not to since she likes him too.
Well, anyway, this guy (I won't mention names) we were never together as girlfriend and boyfriend, but we were together if you know what I mean. He was really sweet and all. He called me princess Chinky, he'd always tell me he loved me every time he'd say goodnight and in class, he always held my hand. Then he even gave me a frog [stuffed toy] for Christmas, he told me it was a frog prince. I gave him this little blue teddy bear and his mom told me he named it Chikob (a combination of our names).
Then during Christmas vacation, that's when i got close to his parents. They were really nice to me, they even invited me and my sisters to dinner one time. His mom told me that whenever he's not around, I could just kiss that frog and it'll feel like he's right there with me. It's funny how his mom can be so fun and act like she's just your age.
Then on Valentines Day 2007, he gave me a rose and a balloon. Then a week after that, i found him saying 'I love you' to another girl. To make it worse, when my friend borrowed his phone, she accidentally saw his sent items and saw messages of him saying 'I love you' to three other girls. How do you think you'd react if you were in my situation? Me? I got really mad.
Then we fought after that. I still don't know what I did wrong, but honestly, I'm glad that happened. Because then I realized how big a jerk he was. But you wanna know something worse? He likes my best friend now. My best friend used to like him, then started to like another guy just about last year. Then the guy i used to like suddenly tells me that he likes my best friend. Then rumor spread fast and my best friend found out.
She then starts to like him again. Our other best friend and I wanted to tell her that it was a bad idea, but hey, what could we do? We didn't want to hurt her. Then they started texting each other and stuff, then he starts calling her princess. Me and our other best friend didn't like this guy, i know i used to like him, but honestly I hate him now. Not cause of what he did to me during freshmen year, but a whole lot of other stuff he did to me and to other people. And because of him, we noticed that our best friend has been acting so differently. Well, she posted a bulletin on this site saying stuff like "He keeps telling me he loves me but I can't just lie and tell him I love him back." If she meant what she said, then that means she doesn't really love him. That made me relieved. But what if it's not true and that she only posted that bulletin because she was confused about a lot of things lately. But I really hope it was true, I honestly don't like this guy for her. She might end up like me.
When they started liking each other, he called her princess all the time in his texts, and like everyone read it and now, they're all calling her his princess, and she starts calling herself princess because of this. Whenever I hear it, I'm like "dude, I was his princess first!" Lol.. Not that I still like him, and it's not like I made it a big deal when he used to call me Princess, [not like her] but it's like it makes me feel bad that they make people think that nothing special ever happened between us. And it kind of still hurts me that he and everyone else who knew about us, act like nothing ever did happen between us and makes such a big deal about him and my best friend who doesn't happen to act like one anymore.