Wednesday, July 29, 2009
All Mixed Up ♫ 7:22 PM
Okay, so today, during Physics, I found out something really heartbreaking. T~T
So here it goes. We had a group work in Physics and I was group mates with Arian. Then she started asking me things:
I'd rather not mention her name, but yea. ]= I had no idea, and I guess several people knew at that time. I even told Sonya about it, and according to her, she already knew about it before. T~T
Jaja kept saying sorry to me. I don't know why, probably sorry 'cause she didn't tell me, or maybe she just really felt sorry for me. Hahah! :p
And after lunch, I also asked Pres about it:
Yeaa.. When she said that, I kind of felt like crying. My eyes started to tear-up, but luckily none of the tears fell. I didn't want to cry over something so unreasonable.
It's not like I ever expected him to like me back or anything, but it's just that I've liked him a really long time and I've heard about him liking a lot of other girls before. I guess it's alright. I felt so wrapped-up in myself that I didn't want him to like anyone, moreover, to actually be with anyone.
Oh, but have I told you? I don't think so. SO I'm going to tell you right now. Cabz transferred schools. He's in Berkeley now because of 7 failing grades. I know, right?
Anywayss, he comes to visit his friends in our school a few times a week, I guess. So yea.. This is what Sonya had to say about it:
"Distance is supposed to help you move on!! How are you suppoed to do that if he keeps coming back?!"
Yeaa.. Hahah! xD And I found an icon of Axel and Roxas on photobucket that kind of expresses how I feel about him leaving. [Don't get the wrong idea though. Neither Axel or Roxas is gay. xD]
Anywayss, after lunch though, I got really hyper! xD We practiced our batch dance for two hours after lunch. I got really hyper since I love dancing so much. [= And I love watching to boys do Single Ladies! Hahahah! ^^
It's really fun :D At the start we all dance to Insomnia, then after that, the girls move out and the boys start dancing to Single Ladies Then after that, the guys move out, and the girls move in so we can dance Beat It. Yes, the one by Michael Jackson! :D
It's awesome that everyone's going to dance during Sportsfest. [= I'm actually really excited. :D I miss cheering, sicne the cheering part is only for freshmen to juniors [= Seniors kind of have their own team and we cheer the Seniors' cheer. Although, we're not part of the competition. [=
I'm going to try to record a few parts, but that depends if my dad will let me bring the video camera. [=
Anyways, after that, we had Computer, then Research. Research was kind of a free period for us. It usually is. Hahah! xD So we decided to practice the dance a little, then Vergel and Ricco started doing crazy things! Hahah! xD
Chryzia, Twinkle and I started doing some WuShu moves. xD
Then Vergel started doing a moonwalk, and Bruce taught us how to. Hahahah! xD Then Twinkle suggested they'd do Michael Jackson's Anti-Gravity Lean. And this is how it turned out:
But at the back, Jayvee's holding his shirt. Hahahah! xD But before that, Ricco tried doing it, and all the guys who were there held on to his feet, ankles and the back of his shirt, so when he did it, he was practically half-way down. xD
Then the boys pretended that Ricco was like a dummy or something, he just stood there and they started playing with his poses and his facial expressions. They even made him pose like the Statue of Liberty, using an umbrella as the torch, and a piece of illustration board as the book. I took a picture, but then it got deleted by accident. T~T
Oh well.. [=
That's a picture of Atom [our section]! [= That's not everyone though. Some people went home already, and some of the people in the picture are from Wave, I'm not sure, but I think some were from Quantum. :p
Anyways, try to look for me! xD
Can't find me? Then look for the two girls in yellow to the left of the picture. [= See them? The one with glasses is Jane. The one with longer hair is me. :D
Yep, see it? Aryt! :D Can't find me? Look again! xD
Hahahah! Later on, I was about to leave, but then the boys started doing crazy things at the back again, so I took my camera out and took pictures! xD
Yes, that's right. Ricco was walking on the wall. Hahahah! ^o^ Kidding! Hahah! :p You can see it, can't you? [= The guys were holding his back and he was pretending to walk on the wall. xD
Then later on, they started to pull him away from the wall and carried him away. hahah! xD That's the second picture, It kinda looks like he fell and people caught him, but that's actually him struggling, trying to get off. Hahah! xD
At the end of the day, I realized how fun it was. I forgot about the Cabz thing, but then I remembered when I was about to go home when I saw him walking towards school. Oh well... Maybe the guy who used to make me smile all the time, is meant more to be the guy who ends up ruining my day. =/
By the way, I'm currently working on a blog post entitled "Memory Avenue." It'll be a blog post about my whole high school life. That's right. :D My WHOLE High School life. xD Not for all the small details, but the major things that happened. It'll be a pretty long one, so I'm currently working on it part by part. I probably won't finish it soon, so just keep an eye out for it, aryt? [= Give me 2 months or so. Hahahah! xD
Although if I change my mind and decide to finish it up to graduation and Red Carpet next year, then you'll have to wait 'til [more or less] April 2010 before I get to finish it. :D
So here it goes. We had a group work in Physics and I was group mates with Arian. Then she started asking me things:
Arian: Chinky, crush mo pa rin si Cabz? [yes, we all know who this is]
Chinky: Umm... medyo.. I guess.. yea.
Arian: Ganun? Wala nang iba? Sa class? Sa batch?
Chinky: Nope.
Arian: Hahah! Bakit? Lahat naman kasi taken na eh. Di ba si Cabz MU na sila ni *******?
I'd rather not mention her name, but yea. ]= I had no idea, and I guess several people knew at that time. I even told Sonya about it, and according to her, she already knew about it before. T~T
Jaja kept saying sorry to me. I don't know why, probably sorry 'cause she didn't tell me, or maybe she just really felt sorry for me. Hahah! :p
And after lunch, I also asked Pres about it:
Chinky: Pres, can I ask you something?
Pres: Yea? What?
Chinky: Are Cabz and ******* like..........
Pres: Umm.. It depends, how? What do you mean?
Chinky: They're MU daw?
Pres: Umm... yeaaa... I know *******'s side, but not Cabz's side, so yea. She really likes him daw eh.
Chinky: Oh.. I see.. Thank you.
Pres: Ala! I won't tell you nalang! Sorry Chinky. Baka you'll be sad pa..!
Yeaa.. When she said that, I kind of felt like crying. My eyes started to tear-up, but luckily none of the tears fell. I didn't want to cry over something so unreasonable.
It's not like I ever expected him to like me back or anything, but it's just that I've liked him a really long time and I've heard about him liking a lot of other girls before. I guess it's alright. I felt so wrapped-up in myself that I didn't want him to like anyone, moreover, to actually be with anyone.
Oh, but have I told you? I don't think so. SO I'm going to tell you right now. Cabz transferred schools. He's in Berkeley now because of 7 failing grades. I know, right?
Anywayss, he comes to visit his friends in our school a few times a week, I guess. So yea.. This is what Sonya had to say about it:
"Distance is supposed to help you move on!! How are you suppoed to do that if he keeps coming back?!"
Yeaa.. Hahah! xD And I found an icon of Axel and Roxas on photobucket that kind of expresses how I feel about him leaving. [Don't get the wrong idea though. Neither Axel or Roxas is gay. xD]Anywayss, after lunch though, I got really hyper! xD We practiced our batch dance for two hours after lunch. I got really hyper since I love dancing so much. [= And I love watching to boys do Single Ladies! Hahahah! ^^
It's really fun :D At the start we all dance to Insomnia, then after that, the girls move out and the boys start dancing to Single Ladies Then after that, the guys move out, and the girls move in so we can dance Beat It. Yes, the one by Michael Jackson! :D
It's awesome that everyone's going to dance during Sportsfest. [= I'm actually really excited. :D I miss cheering, sicne the cheering part is only for freshmen to juniors [= Seniors kind of have their own team and we cheer the Seniors' cheer. Although, we're not part of the competition. [=
I'm going to try to record a few parts, but that depends if my dad will let me bring the video camera. [=
Anyways, after that, we had Computer, then Research. Research was kind of a free period for us. It usually is. Hahah! xD So we decided to practice the dance a little, then Vergel and Ricco started doing crazy things! Hahah! xD
Chryzia, Twinkle and I started doing some WuShu moves. xD
Then Vergel started doing a moonwalk, and Bruce taught us how to. Hahahah! xD Then Twinkle suggested they'd do Michael Jackson's Anti-Gravity Lean. And this is how it turned out:
But at the back, Jayvee's holding his shirt. Hahahah! xD But before that, Ricco tried doing it, and all the guys who were there held on to his feet, ankles and the back of his shirt, so when he did it, he was practically half-way down. xD
Then the boys pretended that Ricco was like a dummy or something, he just stood there and they started playing with his poses and his facial expressions. They even made him pose like the Statue of Liberty, using an umbrella as the torch, and a piece of illustration board as the book. I took a picture, but then it got deleted by accident. T~T
Oh well.. [=
That's a picture of Atom [our section]! [= That's not everyone though. Some people went home already, and some of the people in the picture are from Wave, I'm not sure, but I think some were from Quantum. :p
Anyways, try to look for me! xD
Can't find me? Then look for the two girls in yellow to the left of the picture. [= See them? The one with glasses is Jane. The one with longer hair is me. :D
Yep, see it? Aryt! :D Can't find me? Look again! xD
Hahahah! Later on, I was about to leave, but then the boys started doing crazy things at the back again, so I took my camera out and took pictures! xD
Yes, that's right. Ricco was walking on the wall. Hahahah! ^o^ Kidding! Hahah! :p You can see it, can't you? [= The guys were holding his back and he was pretending to walk on the wall. xD
Then later on, they started to pull him away from the wall and carried him away. hahah! xD That's the second picture, It kinda looks like he fell and people caught him, but that's actually him struggling, trying to get off. Hahah! xD
At the end of the day, I realized how fun it was. I forgot about the Cabz thing, but then I remembered when I was about to go home when I saw him walking towards school. Oh well... Maybe the guy who used to make me smile all the time, is meant more to be the guy who ends up ruining my day. =/
By the way, I'm currently working on a blog post entitled "Memory Avenue." It'll be a blog post about my whole high school life. That's right. :D My WHOLE High School life. xD Not for all the small details, but the major things that happened. It'll be a pretty long one, so I'm currently working on it part by part. I probably won't finish it soon, so just keep an eye out for it, aryt? [= Give me 2 months or so. Hahahah! xD
Although if I change my mind and decide to finish it up to graduation and Red Carpet next year, then you'll have to wait 'til [more or less] April 2010 before I get to finish it. :D
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