Monday, May 12, 2008
Imperfectionist's Dream [part 2] ♫ 4:18 PM
Well, I've told you all about my "main" dreams. Like me wanting to be an actress/a best selling author. But I haven't told you everything yet.
Here's something I have never told anyone before. I've been wanting to go to NYU for college since I was a freshman in high school. Yep, it seems impossible, and I think it is too. Soon, my dad will be asking me where and what I want to take up for college. If I tell him I want to go to NYU and take up arts or literature, I'm guessing he's going to tell me that I'm not being serious about my studies, especially that it's college. He's gonna go on telling me that it's impossible, it's expensive and that it's not a good course and stuff like that.
If only my dad wasn't so... "dad-ish"... I mean, he can act like a dad, but he's so... well, let me put it this way, he's never home, he has a girlfriend, he doesn't even go to work, and he never even ever tries to have fun with us four kids. I know we're all old enough [12, 14, 15 and 18 years old], but he can't just leave us all alone at home 24/7. Well, back to the topic, all I want is for him to make me happy at least once. Since he's never actually there, why not help me with what I want instead of what he wants?
Well, I'll be starting acting with my best friend. Not as actresses on TV, but on the internet. YouTube. Ever heard of it? Of course you have, We're going to be taking videos of us acting every once in a while, and we'll be posting it there. We [Sonya and I] both want to become actresses someday. She encouraged me to act on youtube, but I convinced her to do it with me because if ever I do get discovered because oft that, I'm not doing it without her. So once our first video is up, I'm going to announce it here in my blog. So watch out for it. [=
[To Be Continued]